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12/29/03 08:56 pm

For public entries, go there.

Otherwise, comment and add me because this will be friends only from now on.

12/25/03 11:08 pm

You know what I've come to realize? I have a very hard time saying 'I love you.' I can say it to people I don't care about, or even people who I only sort of like, but when it comes to people who I really do love, I can't do it. I honestly can't remember the last time I said I love you to anyone in my family. And I'm not talking weeks or months, I can't remember ever saying it. In fact, when I look back on my life, I remember being scared to say it, even when I was a little kid. I think this is because I'm scared of opening up to people. I figure, if I tell someone how I really feel about them, if they know that I care deeply for them, they can hurt me. But if I pretend like I don't care, if I hide my true feelings, not just from them but also from myself, then I can't get hurt. Stupid, really, when I think about it. I mean, sure, they can't hurt me if I don't let them know how I feel, but how much might I be hurting them by not saying it?

12/25/03 10:42 am

marsnstarsrcalln (1:43:52 PM): feliz navidad

CyberEr (8:42:44 PM): alright have a merry sick-mas

Officer Doofy82 (12:51:20 AM): ahhhhh, you're three hours ahead of me.... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hitman310 (12:16:32 AM): Merry Christmas!!

RabiD PengUin 85 (10:28:10 AM): merry christmas emily

Ceramic Staples (10:28:52 AM): merry christmas

MrsSamPage (12:41:06 PM): hey merry christmas

Thespian Singer (12:54:54 PM): happer christmas, emily... and a merry new year!

diFerenTstrOkes4 (3:08:05 PM): happy holidays!!!!!!!!!

Officer Doofy82 (3:52:59 PM): Em, Merry Christmas

DaGooNiE13 (4:14:51 PM): merry christmas

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12/18/03 06:45 pm

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give andxshexcries more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

12/17/03 03:27 pm

( snow )

12/14/03 10:09 pm

Only good thing about living in Pennsylvania: Snow Days.

12/13/03 09:12 am

http://www.paulsadowski.com/birthday.asp

You entered: 10/27/1986
You were born on a Monday
under the astrological sign Scorpio.
Your Life path number is ( 7 ).

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446730.5.
The golden number for 1986 is 11.
The epact number for 1986 is 19.
The year 1986 was not a leap year.

As of 12/13/2003 8:07:15 AM CST
You are 17 years old.
You are 206 months old.
You are 893 weeks old.
You are 6,256 days old.
You are 150,152 hours old.
You are 9,009,127 minutes old.
You are 540,547,635 seconds old.

There are 319 days till your next birthday
and 12 days till Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning crescent.

12/12/03 04:51 pm

Instructions:
1. Copy ( this whole list ) into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don't bold, replace with things about you.

12/6/03 04:37 pm

AGA!
Now that I know you read this, I'm making a special entry just for you. I got your letter yesterday and you can expect something in your mailbox relatively soon. I wrote everything in there so I'm not going to write it again in here, especially since certain people are probably reading this right now. This is just so that you have something interesting to read, seeing as how most of my entries are friends only. Anyway, hope things are well in Switzerland. Only six months until you're coming back over here!

EVERYBODY DO THIS!
( Little Quiz Thing )

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12/6/03 03:29 pm

While we're on the whole organizing dates thing, I figured I'd start keeping track of the next few months.

( And here they are. )

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12/6/03 02:48 pm

This is my complete list of birthdays so that I never forget anyone. If you're not here, let me know so I can add you.

January
7 El
8 Mom

February
7 Josh
17 Ian
26 Ryan
27 Albert

March
1 Jeff
5 Megan
10 Ryan
11 Dad & Grandma
19 Joey
21 Jay
26 Louise

April
2 Jena
3 Farrah & Layla
5 Hayati
16 Paul
19 Jean
25 Brett

May
12 Alina
19 Justin & James

June
1 Erik
7 Mark
11 Stacie & Brett
19 Sandra
20 Alex
22 Matt & Maria
24 Molly
28 Grant

July
1 Dave
23 Molly
28 Tony

August
15 Ali
29 Kat

September
1 Maggie
4 Amy
10 Patrick
15 Scooter
24 Ellie
27 Fabian

October
2 Jen
13 Katie
18 Lauren
27 Me
29 Bethie
31 Grandma

November
5 Aga
11 Martin
14 Susan

December
18 Brooks

11/27/03 09:20 pm

Yeah, uh, I don't think anybody reads my journal anyway, but let's try this out.

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Post even if it's not nice. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

11/25/03 10:56 pm

You can't see the stars tonight.

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11/24/03 10:39 pm

Our rental car definitely has butt warmers in the seats.

11/23/03 08:53 pm

I want to update this thing but I have nothing really to write. I'd like to make it good because everything I really says is friends only, not that anyone reads it anyway. I really wish someone would come visit me. I know nobody wants to drive to Pennsylvania but I could really use someone here right now. My rule is that I don't use names unless it's in a friends only post, but I'll just say that someone got to see someone else last night and I was jealous because I miss them both so much. But seriously, anybody, Thanksgiving and Christmas holidays are coming up. Or just come for the weekend. I am so desperate for anyone to be here.

11/18/03 04:35 pm

( Meaning and Nothingness )

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11/12/03 06:45 am

I hit a deer last night.

11/11/03 04:01 pm

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. [Um, yeah, not so much.] Loves those who love them. Loves to take things at the center. [?] Inner and physical beauty. [Suure...] Lies but doesn't pretend. [I don't lie, I pretend.] Gets angry often. [Not really.] Treats friends importantly. [I hope so.] Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. [I guess I can be.] Does not care of what others think. [Not more than I should at least.] Emotional. ~~Decisive~~. Strong clairvoyance. [I see dead people..] Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. [Eh, they're alright.] Just and fair. Spendthrift. [What?] ~~Easily influenced~~. Easily loses confidence. Loves children. [Me gustan los ninos.]

( OOH DO ME! DO ME! )

Thanks Kat <3

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11/10/03 05:45 pm

Horoscope: It could be that you find yourself in a situation in which you may or may not make a commitment in a relationship. It could also be that old demons come back to haunt you about the freedom of movement you have, and create doubts in you. Some advice: don't listen to them because if you do, you may go back ten paces in your sentimental life. Roll the dice and make a decision.

I wish these things made more sense.

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